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by pussochkram85

やわらかなたましい。

"Come back to meet you,tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your question,
oh let't go back to the start.
Runnin in circle, coming up tails,
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy
it's such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it will be this hard,
Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessing,numbers and figures,
pulling the puzzles apart.
question of science, science and progress,
Do no speak as loud as my heart"

-Coldplay

the scientist became the theme for this feeling I have.
It is just a song until he quoted on fb, it was not directly towards a person but
he referred them and I started to listen to it alot.
it became expressing my feelings,I always guessing feelings, trying to analyse from the emails, behaviour and what not.

now being away from him for a while I am just thankful to look back, that I was blessed to meet him everyday, that I became his friend, that i can see how he feels.

at the same time I am also sad that I cannot be together with him like it was before anymore, when we are both going away from Japan. It will be sad, but I know God's will is greater than anything else.
I know it from my experience, and I am not saying it to comfort myself but I know it as a fact.

oh take me back to the start.
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by pussochkram85 | 2012-12-08 14:40 | 明るめ・落ち着きめ